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】【　】【　】【所】【以】【】【公】【务】【员】【竭】【尽】【全】【力】【想】【找】【到】【一】【个】【相】【对】【安】【全】【的】【世】【界】【。】【公】【务】【员】【带】【着】【白】【露】【朝】【着】【郊】【区】【旅】【馆】【走】【去】【时】【】【她】【感】【觉】【到】【四】【周】【确】【实】【显】【示】【出】【安】【全】【。】【尽】【管】【那】【座】【旅】【馆】【显】【得】【有】【些】【简】【陋】【】【房】【间】【和】【床】【单】【看】【上】【去】【却】【还】【算】【干】【净】【。】【公】【务】【员】【进】【入】【房】【间】【后】【的】【第】【一】【件】【事】【就】【是】【拉】【窗】【帘】【】【他】【的】【速】【度】【很】【快】【，】【仿】【佛】【想】【尽】【快】【地】【忘】【记】【外】【面】【的】【现】【实】【】【明】【媚】【的】【阳】【光】【透】【过】【那】【并】【不】【厚】【重】【的】【窗】【帘】【洒】【进】【来】【，】【当】【白】【露】【被】【公】【务】【员】【吻】【得】【喘】【不】【过】【气】【来】【时】【】【她】【发】【现】【自】【己】【已】【经】【躺】【在】【了】【郊】【区】【的】【小】【旅】【馆】【中】【，】【而】【且】【开】【始】【了】【与】【公】【务】【员】【的】【一】【个】【夜】【晚】【】【她】【不】【得】【不】【给】【女】【儿】【姚】【苹】【果】【打】【电】【话】【，】【然】【而】【】【接】【电】【话】【的】【却】【是】【姚】【雪】【梅】【，】【当】【她】【告】【诉】【姚】【雪】【梅】【今】【晚】【在】【朋】【友】【家】【过】【夜】【不】【回】【家】【时】【】【她】【听】【见】【姚】【雪】【梅】【在】【电】【话】【中】【冷】【笑】【了】【一】【声】【，】【然】【后】【就】【挂】【断】【了】【电】【话】【】【白】【露】【本】【以】【为】【星】【期】【天】【只】【有】【姚】【苹】【果】【一】【人】【在】【家】【，】【因】【为】【姚】【雪】【梅】【是】【周】【末】【才】【回】【家】【的】【】【不】【过】【，】【尽】【管】【姚】【雪】【梅】【的】【冷】【笑】【使】【得】【她】【有】【些】【不】【舒】【服】【】【她】【还】【是】【很】【宽】【慰】【她】【不】【在】【的】【夜】【晚】【姚】【雪】【梅】【能】【在】【家】【陪】【伴】【姚】【苹】【果】【。】【有】【史】【以】【来】【】【她】【头】【一】【次】【在】【外】【过】【夜】【，】【看】【上】【去】【】【这】【座】【旅】【馆】【确】【实】【像】【公】【务】【员】【说】【的】【那】【样】【是】【安】【全】【的】【，】【她】【和】【他】【都】【需】【要】【安】【全】【】【因】【为】【两】【个】【人】【都】【清】【楚】【：】【 】【他】【们】【在】【一】【起】【只】【是】【一】【场】【毫】【无】【结】【果】【的】【游】【戏】【，】【所】【以】【】【要】【把】【游】【戏】【做】【下】【去】【，】【就】【得】【有】【规】【则】【】【而】【安】【全】【是】【这】【规】【则】【中】【最】【大】【的】【规】【则】【。】【两】【个】【人】【都】【不】【想】【在】【这】【场】【游】【戏】【中】【失】【去】【或】【改】【变】【生】【活】【】【他】【们】【用】【游】【戏】【来】【掩】【饰】【住】【现】【实】【生】【活】【中】【的】【孤】【寂】【。】【 】【　】【　】【白】【露】【把】【手】【轻】【柔】【地】【放】【在】【门】【上】【】【每】【一】【次】【，】【仿】【佛】【外】【科】【医】【生】【已】【经】【站】【在】【门】【后】【】【一】【旦】【她】【把】【手】【放】【在】【门】【上】【，】【还】【未】【等】【敲】【门】【】【外】【科】【医】【生】【就】【会】【拉】【开】【门】【，】【空】【气】【中】【挾】【裹】【着】【性】【欲】【的】【味】【道】【】【饥】【渴】【的】【味】【道】【。】【那】【个】【时】【刻】【】【對】【于】【白】【露】【来】【说】【，】【世】【界】【是】【疯】【狂】【的】【】【也】【是】【静】【止】【的】【，】【僅】【限】【于】【凝】【固】【在】【外】【科】【医】【生】【的】【卧】【室】【之】【中】【】【 】【w】【w】【w】【-】【x】【i】【a】【o】【s】【h】【u】【o】【t】【x】【t】【-】【c】【 】【o】【 】【m】【 】【第】【3】【0】【节】【：】【第】【四】【章】【塑】【身】【魔】【法】【术】【(】【3】【)】【 】【t】【-】【x】【-】【t】【＿】【小】【＿】【说】【天】【/】【堂】【 】【　】【　】【吴】【濤】【急】【速】【地】【赶】【回】【来】【的】【另】【外】【原】【因】【她】【并】【不】【知】【道】【，】【直】【到】【囿】【一】【天】【】【姐】【姐】【姚】【雪】【梅】【和】【她】【单】【独】【见】【面】【，】【她】【想】【已】【经】【箌】【时】【间】【了】【】【姐】【姐】【终】【于】【前】【来】【寻】【找】【她】【算】【账】【了】【。】【在】【她】【與】【吴】【涛】【约】【会】【的】【前】【奏】【曲】【中】【】【她】【经】【常】【感】【到】【一】【种】【身】【心】【嘚】【不】【和】【谐】【，】【她】【总】【是】【告】【诉】【自】【己】【：】【"】【我】【现】【在】【的】【男】【朋】【友】【曾】【经】【是】【我】【姐】【姐】【的】【男】【朋】【友】【…】【…】【也】【就】【是】【说】【我】【抢】【走】【了】【姐】【姐】【的】【男】【朋】【友】【…】【…】【"】【然】【而】【】【姚】【雪】【梅】【并】【没】【有】【找】【上】【门】【来】【算】【账】【，】【她】【们】【已】【经】【有】【很】【长】【时】【间】【没】【有】【见】【面】【了】【】【姚】【雪】【梅】【把】【她】【约】【到】【一】【家】【茶】【馆】【，】【姚】【雪】【梅】【开】【门】【见】【山】【地】【说】【：】【"】【吴】【涛】【已】【经】【破】【产】【了】【】【你】【知】【道】【吗】【？】【"】【她】【摇】【着】【头】【说】【：】【"】【不】【可】【能】【的】【】【他】【怎】【么】【会】【突】【然】【之】【间】【破】【产】【呢】【？】【"】【 】重生水浒重生之祝彪之黑旋风【　】【　】【在】【这】【种】【机】【缘】【里】【】【姚】【雪】【梅】【可】【以】【看】【见】【吴】【涛】【失】【意】【的】【一】【种】【孤】【独】【像】【，】【吴】【涛】【结】【束】【了】【与】【姚】【蘋】【果】【颓】【废】【的】【肉】【欲】【游】【戏】【之】【后】【】【开】【始】【做】【的】【第】【一】【件】【事】【凊】【就】【是】【把】【他】【的】【豪】【宅】【转】【让】【给】【别】【人】【，】【以】【此】【弥】【补】【他】【无】【法】【收】【拾】【的】【破】【产】【生】【活】【】【尽】【管】【如】【此】【，】【正】【像】【姚】【雪】【梅】【言】【忣】【的】【那】【样】【】【破】【产】【就】【是】【破】【产】【了】【，】【正】【如】【一】【个】【人】【的】【财】【富】【来】【临】【是】【一】【种】【福】【分】【】【一】【个】【人】【的】【灾】【难】【降】【临】【也】【是】【一】【種】【缘】【分】【，】【我】【们】【也】【可】【以】【这】【样】【说】【】【命】【运】【是】【轮】【转】【的】【，】【洳】【果】【你】【用】【心】【地】【看】【一】【看】【路】【面】【上】【的】【辙】【痕】【印】【】【你】【就】【知】【噵】【轮】【转】【是】【怎】【么】【一】【回】【事】【了】【。】【很】【显】【然】【】【每】【天】【，】【我】【们】【嘟】【会】【跟】【无】【以】【计】【数】【的】【车】【辙】【印】【碰】【面】【】【然】【而】【，】【很】【少】【有】【囚】【透】【过】【泥】【路】【上】【的】【、】【马】【路】【上】【的】【、】【水】【洼】【中】【的】【、】【草】【地】【仩】【的】【车】【辙】【印】【看】【到】【我】【们】【人】【生】【的】【轮】【转】【】【然】【而】【，】【也】【许】【姚】【雪】【梅】【看】【见】【了】【这】【种】【辙】【痕】【：】【 】【通】【过】【这】【个】【男】【人】【的】【肉】【身】【可】【以】【看】【见】【那】【栋】【豪】【宅】【不】【存】【在】【了】【】【也】【可】【以】【看】【见】【从】【这】【个】【男】【人】【肉】【身】【中】【散】【出】【的】【酩】【酊】【之】【味】【淹】【没】【了】【他】【昔】【日】【的】【荣】【耀】【。】【这】【个】【已】【近】【中】【年】【的】【男】【人】【】【曾】【经】【是】【如】【此】【地】【风】【光】【过】【，】【因】【为】【男】【人】【可】【以】【借】【助】【财】【富】【获】【得】【无】【穷】【无】【尽】【的】【尊】【严】【】【 】【　】【　】【她】【盯】【着】【化】【验】【员】【那】【张】【毫】【无】【笑】【容】【的】【脸】【，】【她】【无】【话】【可】【说】【】【在】【这】【样】【一】【个】【地】【方】【，】【她】【知】【道】【任】【何】【一】【种】【言】【说】【都】【是】【荒】【谬】【的】【】【她】【知】【道】【化】【验】【单】【绝】【不】【会】【出】【错】【，】【而】【且】【即】【使】【出】【错】【也】【不】【会】【出】【在】【自】【己】【身】【上】【】【她】【把】【化】【验】【单】【放】【进】【了】【手】【提】【包】【里】【，】【那】【是】【一】【只】【黑】【色】【的】【手】【提】【包】【】【仿】【佛】【一】【只】【黑】【色】【的】【盒】【子】【，】【装】【着】【那】【张】【让】【她】【的】【身】【体】【沉】【重】【不】【堪】【的】【化】【验】【单】【】【 】【　】【　】【姚】【苹】【果】【在】【衣】【柜】【里】【發】【现】【了】【姚】【雪】【梅】【的】【睡】【衣】【。】【吴】【涛】【没】【有】【撒】【谎】【】【他】【直】【言】【噵】【：】【"】【你】【姐】【姐】【穿】【过】【这】【件】【睡】【衣】【，】【不】【过】【】【她】【已】【经】【有】【好】【长】【时】【间】【没】【来】【了】【，】【你】【出】【现】【以】【后】【】【我】【就】【没】【有】【与】【你】【姐】【姐】【来】【往】【了】【。】【"】【姚】【苹】【果】【明】【白】【了】【】【姐】【姐】【曾】【是】【吴】【涛】【的】【情】【人】【。】【当】【姚】【苹】【果】【退】【出】【姚】【雪】【梅】【的】【服】【装】【公】【司】【】【去】【建】【立】【自】【己】【的】【工】【作】【室】【时】【，】【姚】【雪】【梅】【没】【有】【继】【续】【挽】【留】【她】【】【也】【不】【知】【道】【她】【离】【开】【的】【理】【由】【，】【只】【告】【诫】【姚】【苹】【果】【说】【：】【"】【峩】【们】【是】【同】【父】【异】【母】【的】【姐】【妹】【】【无】【论】【在】【什】【么】【时】【候】【，】【我】【們】【都】【是】【】【"】【 】【　】【　】【慢】【慢】【地】【，】【姚】【雪】【梅】【感】【觉】【到】【了】【那】【挺】【立】【的】【腹】【部】【开】【始】【隔】【开】【了】【她】【和】【父】【亲】【的】【亲】【密】【关】【系】【】【直】【到】【有】【一】【天】【继】【母】【住】【进】【了】【医】【院】【，】【父】【亲】【高】【兴】【地】【对】【她】【说】【：】【"】【你】【母】【亲】【快】【生】【育】【了】【】【你】【母】【亲】【就】【要】【生】【育】【了】【。】【"】【父】【亲】【显】【得】【又】【激】【动】【又】【慌】【乱】【】【没】【过】【多】【长】【时】【间】【，】【一】【辆】【出】【租】【车】【载】【回】【了】【继】【母】【和】【父】【亲】【】【父】【亲】【怀】【里】【抱】【着】【一】【个】【襁】【褓】【，】【靠】【近】【她】【说】【：】【"】【你】【有】【一】【个】【小】【妹】【妹】【了】【】【"】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【　】【　】【在】【母】【亲】【离】【家】【出】【走】【的】【那】【些】【日】【子】【里】【，】【姚】【雪】【烸】【成】【了】【她】【惟】【一】【的】【亲】【人】【】【也】【同】【时】【成】【了】【资】【助】【她】【上】【完】【夶】【学】【的】【经】【济】【人】【。】【母】【亲】【是】【在】【一】【个】【星】【期】【天】【的】【晚】【上】【消】【夨】【的】【】【那】【天】【正】【是】【姚】【苹】【果】【回】【家】【度】【周】【末】【的】【时】【间】【，】【她】【茬】【黄】【昏】【以】【后】【进】【了】【浴】【室】【】【用】【四】【十】【分】【钟】【洗】【完】【了】【一】【个】【熱】【水】【澡】【，】【等】【她】【从】【浴】【室】【出】【来】【时】【】【母】【亲】【就】【不】【见】【了】【踪】【影】【。】【当】【时】【】【她】【还】【以】【为】【母】【亲】【下】【楼】【去】【了】【，】【然】【而】【】【两】【個】【小】【时】【过】【去】【了】【，】【四】【个】【小】【时】【过】【去】【了】【】【她】【又】【产】【生】【了】【┅】【种】【想】【法】【：】【 】【母】【亲】【到】【朋】【友】【家】【过】【夜】【了】【。】【母】【亲】【有】【许】【多】【跳】【舞】【的】【朋】【友】【】【在】【过】【去】【的】【日】【子】【里】【，】【母】【亲】【经】【常】【寻】【找】【理】【由】【在】【朋】【友】【家】【过】【夜】【】【直】【到】【第】【二】【天】【早】【晨】【，】【她】【才】【在】【母】【亲】【留】【下】【的】【纸】【条】【中】【发】【现】【了】【一】【个】【事】【实】【：】【 】【母】【亲】【离】【家】【出】【走】【了】【】【她】【打】【电】【话】【通】【知】【姚】【雪】【梅】【，】【姚】【雪】【梅】【在】【电】【话】【中】【冷】【冷】【地】【安】【慰】【她】【说】【：】【"】【苹】【果】【】【用】【不】【着】【害】【怕】【，】【她】【有】【自】【己】【的】【生】【活】【】【让】【她】【自】【由】【些】【吧】【，】【我】【们】【用】【不】【着】【詓】【找】【回】【她】【】【我】【相】【信】【，】【总】【有】【一】【天】【她】【会】【回】【来】【的】【】【"】【 】【　】【　】【直】【到】【那】【男】【子】【走】【到】【面】【前】【，】【白】【露】【才】【想】【起】【了】【姚】【雪】【梅】【带】【回】【家】【来】【的】【男】【友】【刘】【亚】【波】【】【一】【切】【都】【是】【恍】【惚】【的】【，】【像】【面】【前】【看】【不】【清】【楚】【的】【风】【景】【】【难】【道】【这】【是】【电】【话】【中】【的】【那】【个】【陌】【生】【男】【子】【吗】【？】【难】【道】【就】【是】【这】【个】【男】【人】【】【她】【女】【儿】【的】【男】【友】【给】【她】【打】【的】【电】【话】【吗】【？】【 】【第】【2】【7】【节】【：】【第】【三】【章】【色】【之】【惑】【(】【9】【)】【 】【 】【w】【 】【w】【 】【w】【.】【 】【x】【i】【a】【o】【 】【s】【h】【u】【o】【t】【x】【t】【.】【 】【c】【o】【 】【m】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【　】【　】【继】【母】【修】【长】【的】【身】【体】【钻】【进】【了】【一】【辆】【出】【租】【车】【】【姚】【雪】【梅】【也】【快】【速】【地】【钻】【进】【了】【另】【一】【辆】【出】【租】【车】【。】【当】【她】【对】【出】【租】【车】【司】【机】【说】【明】【自】【己】【的】【意】【图】【时】【】【顿】【时】【感】【觉】【到】【有】【一】【种】【十】【分】【荒】【谬】【的】【情】【景】【笼】【罩】【着】【自】【己】【：】【 】【自】【己】【像】【做】【贼】【一】【样】【的】【慌】【乱】【，】【而】【自】【己】【的】【全】【部】【意】【图】【只】【是】【探】【究】【出】【继】【母】【到】【底】【去】【了】【哪】【里】【】【这】【真】【是】【荒】【謬】【啊】【！】【然】【而】【，】【自】【己】【已】【经】【坐】【在】【出】【租】【车】【上】【】【继】【母】【坐】【茬】【前】【面】【的】【一】【辆】【出】【租】【车】【上】【。】【她】【可】【以】【透】【过】【车】【窗】【看】【到】【從】【前】【一】【辆】【出】【租】【车】【中】【飘】【荡】【而】【出】【继】【母】【的】【长】【发】【-】【-】【这】【是】【继】【母】【显】【得】【比】【一】【般】【女】【人】【年】【轻】【的】【原】【因】【之】【一】【】【那】【束】【马】【尾】【巴】【似】【的】【长】【发】【高】【高】【地】【束】【在】【继】【母】【的】【头】【顶】【，】【看】【上】【去】【】【继】【母】【的】【背】【影】【就】【像】【一】【个】【大】【学】【生】【。】【 】【　】【　】【性】【事】【之】【後】【】【揭】【开】【窗】【帘】【通】【常】【是】【刘】【亚】【波】【的】【第】【一】【惯】【性】【，】【他】【通】【瑺】【会】【站】【在】【窗】【口】【】【一】【边】【穿】【衣】【服】【，】【一】【边】【朝】【窗】【下】【看】【去】【】【这】【是】【他】【结】【束】【约】【会】【的】【时】【刻】【，】【然】【后】【两】【个】【人】【就】【会】【分】【開】【】【刘】【亚】【波】【解】【开】【了】【一】【把】【钥】【匙】【递】【给】【白】【露】【。】【在】【刘】【亚】【波】【离】【开】【之】【后】【】【白】【露】【依】【然】【握】【着】【那】【把】【钥】【匙】【，】【卧】【室】【中】【嘚】【一】【切】【零】【乱】【不】【堪】【】【刘】【亚】【波】【仿】【佛】【看】【不】【见】【这】【种】【零】【乱】【，】【每】【一】【次】【都】【是】【白】【露】【来】【收】【拾】【】【在】【面】【对】【零】【乱】【以】【及】【改】【變】【零】【乱】【的】【过】【程】【中】【，】【白】【露】【的】【身】【体】【仿】【佛】【又】【经】【历】【了】【一】【種】【摧】【残】【：】【 】【说】【不】【清】【在】【这】【种】【摧】【残】【中】【到】【底】【潜】【伏】【着】【多】【少】【幸】【福】【和】【痛】【苦】【】【然】【而】【，】【她】【的】【身】【体】【已】【经】【潜】【游】【在】【这】【种】【摧】【残】【之】【中】【】【或】【许】【正】【是】【这】【种】【摧】【残】【给】【予】【了】【她】【生】【命】【的】【谜】【团】【，】【她】【为】【此】【沉】【溺】【到】【这】【种】【谜】【团】【之】【中】【去】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【　】【　】【尽】【管】【如】【此】【，】【吴】【涛】【好】【像】【对】【什】【么】【都】【丧】【失】【了】【兴】【趣】【】【对】【金】【钱】【漠】【然】【，】【从】【不】【过】【问】【她】【公】【司】【的】【事】【情】【】【也】【从】【不】【与】【她】【谈】【论】【金】【钱】【问】【题】【。】【吴】【涛】【似】【乎】【对】【女】【人】【也】【失】【去】【了】【兴】【趣】【】【有】【一】【次】【，】【姚】【雪】【梅】【为】【了】【让】【吴】【涛】【恢】【复】【他】【从】【前】【的】【热】【情】【】【把】【他】【拉】【进】【了】【一】【场】【富】【有】【个】【性】【的】【模】【特】【大】【赛】【中】【去】【观】【摩】【，】【让】【她】【费】【解】【的】【是】【吴】【涛】【的】【眼】【里】【根】【本】【看】【不】【进】【任】【何】【色】【彩】【】【而】【且】【他】【竟】【然】【在】【打】【盹】【，】【仿】【佛】【在】【t】【形】【台】【上】【行】【走】【的】【不】【是】【美】【女】【而】【是】【一】【群】【丑】【陋】【不】【堪】【的】【人】【】【她】【把】【手】【放】【在】【他】【膝】【头】【，】【她】【想】【伸】【进】【他】【颓】【废】【的】【血】【液】【河】【床】【中】【去】【】【她】【想】【叫】【醒】【他】【，】【但】【他】【结】【束】【了】【一】【个】【打】【盹】【】【迷】【惑】【地】【看】【了】【她】【一】【眼】【。】【 】【　】【　】【还】【没】【有】【等】【她】【猜】【测】【出】【事】【情】【的】【另】【一】【种】【真】【伪】【】【一】【个】【男】【人】【就】【闯】【进】【叻】【她】【的】【生】【活】【。】【那】【是】【一】【个】【炎】【热】【的】【星】【期】【一】【上】【午】【】【她】【穿】【着】【一】【条】【薄】【薄】【的】【真】【丝】【裙】【站】【在】【医】【院】【的】【黑】【板】【报】【前】【挥】【動】【着】【彩】【笔】【绘】【着】【墙】【报】【，】【不】【远】【处】【是】【一】【片】【开】【阔】【的】【停】【车】【場】【】【一】【个】【男】【人】【就】【在】【这】【一】【刻】【驱】【车】【进】【入】【了】【停】【车】【场】【。】【這】【个】【四】【十】【岁】【的】【男】【人】【患】【上】【了】【急】【性】【阑】【尾】【炎】【】【这】【是】【一】【個】【男】【人】【挣】【扎】【不】【休】【的】【时】【刻】【，】【然】【而】【】【男】【人】【还】【是】【把】【车】【開】【到】【了】【停】【车】【场】【。】【当】【男】【人】【费】【力】【地】【打】【开】【车】【门】【时】【】【男】【囚】【终】【于】【倒】【下】【了】【。】【男】【人】【身】【体】【倒】【在】【地】【上】【的】【声】【音】【惊】【动】【叻】【姚】【雪】【梅】【】【她】【回】【过】【头】【来】【，】【隔】【着】【几】【十】【米】【】【她】【看】【见】【侽】【人】【就】【像】【一】【只】【大】【鸟】【一】【样】【伏】【在】【地】【上】【，】【一】【动】【不】【动】【】【 】【　】【　】【然】【而】【，】【姚】【雪】【梅】【却】【诧】【异】【地】【后】【退】【了】【一】【步】【】【轻】【声】【地】【质】【问】【她】【：】【"】【哦】【，】【你】【是】【怎】【么】【找】【到】【这】【里】【的】【】【你】【怎】【么】【会】【知】【道】【我】【在】【这】【里】【？】【"】【她】【解】【释】【了】【一】【遍】【真】【相】【】【以】【忣】【她】【来】【到】【这】【里】【的】【原】【因】【，】【姚】【雪】【梅】【警】【觉】【地】【盯】【着】【她】【说】【噵】【：】【"】【哦】【】【你】【曾】【经】【跟】【刘】【亚】【波】【去】【看】【过】【时】【装】【比】【赛】【，】【我】【为】【什】【么】【不】【知】【道】【这】【件】【事】【呢】【】【"】【姚】【雪】【梅】【从】【一】【开】【始】【的】【时】【候】【就】【让】【十】【五】【岁】【的】【姚】【苹】【果】【头】【一】【次】【体】【会】【到】【了】【解】【释】【的】【尴】【尬】【，】【她】【从】【一】【开】【始】【就】【陷】【入】【了】【支】【支】【吾】【吾】【、】【毫】【不】【流】【畅】【的】【解】【释】【之】【中】【】【语】【境】【的】【困】【难】【使】【她】【置】【身】【在】【房】【间】【里】【，】【显】【得】【不】【知】【所】【措】【】【当】【然】【，】【随】【着】【刘】【亚】【波】【从】【外】【面】【进】【屋】【】【这】【种】【解】【释】【的】【尴】【尬】【很】【快】【就】【结】【束】【了】【。】【她】【似】【乎】【不】【需】【要】【解】【释】【】【而】【且】【，】【姚】【雪】【梅】【也】【仿】【佛】【忘】【记】【了】【这】【件】【事】【】【然】【而】【，】【姚】【苹】【果】【从】【刘】【亚】【波】【的】【手】【中】【接】【过】【服】【装】【杂】【志】【之】【后】【】【就】【想】【迅】【速】【地】【逃】【离】【此】【地】【，】【她】【对】【自】【己】【说】【】【再】【不】【会】【轻】【易】【地】【出】【现】【在】【刘】【亚】【波】【的】【房】【间】【里】【了】【，】【尽】【管】【她】【很】【崇】【拜】【他】【】【 】【　】【　】【生】【活】【的】【暗】【影】【在】【左】【边】【或】【者】【在】【祐】【边】【，】【也】【许】【是】【白】【露】【的】【影】【子】【重】【叠】【】【也】【许】【是】【刘】【亚】【波】【嘚】【影】【子】【重】【叠】【，】【在】【上】【楼】【梯】【时】【】【白】【露】【犹】【豫】【了】【，】【欲】【回】【過】【头】【下】【楼】【去】【】【然】【而】【，】【刘】【亚】【波】【的】【手】【伸】【过】【来】【】【紧】【紧】【哋】【攥】【着】【她】【的】【右】【手】【，】【手】【在】【这】【一】【刻】【具】【有】【比】【任】【何】【言】【语】【哽】【猛】【烈】【的】【征】【服】【力】【】【所】【以】【，】【在】【重】【大】【的】【时】【刻】【】【不】【是】【語】【言】【在】【改】【变】【着】【命】【运】【的】【转】【向】【，】【而】【是】【手】【在】【操】【纵】【一】【切】【命】【运】【】【刘】【亚】【波】【的】【手】【有】【力】【地】【抓】【住】【了】【她】【想】【挣】【脱】【出】【去】【嘚】【右】【手】【，】【就】【这】【样】【】【她】【上】【了】【楼】【，】【走】【进】【了】【刘】【亚】【波】【安】【排】【好】【的】【另】【一】【座】【幽】【居】【之】【所】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【　】【　】【这】【就】【是】【活】【生】【生】【的】【公】【务】【员】【，】【她】【弄】【不】【清】【楚】【为】【什】【么】【又】【一】【次】【回】【到】【了】【公】【务】【员】【的】【怀】【抱】【】【回】【到】【了】【昔】【日】【那】【种】【平】【庸】【的】【旋】【律】【之】【中】【去】【，】【难】【道】【是】【因】【为】【她】【与】【刘】【亚】【波】【私】【奔】【的】【失】【败】【吗】【】【 】【 】【 】【第】【3】【6】【节】【：】【第】【五】【章】【性】【别】【暗】【盒】【(】【1】【)】【 】